Forgive me Watcher; It's been 3 months since my last confession.
There are a few things i should tell you:
First of all: Good news:
I found a job! 
Joy to the world.

And i'll tell you even more; it's a job i
realy wanted. It's a position at the IT department of a public center for social wellfare (OCMW) of a town not too far from here. I'm starting next week, so i don't know for sure yet, but i think i'm gonna love working there.
I'm quite proud of finding a job actualy. See; there are plenty of people who have a low opinion of me. My two brothers, for example. The fact that i was unemployed (for a couple of years) didn't quite play in my advantage. I don't expect them to think any higher of me, but now atleast i can tell myself that they are wrong to do so.
You know; I used to put things off by saying: "That's for some day when i work and earn money." Now that time is rapidly drawing nearer. It's quite scary. Once you start working all kinds of stuff becomes an option, doesn't it?
Secondly: The driving is realy starting to go well. I'm anxious to go do my exam, but i have to wait till the 7th of March. That's 9 months from the day the i passed my theoretical exam. Merde.
Thirdly: This page might -atlast- have been discovered by some of my scouts. I haven't decided yet if i'm gonna let that 'limit' me here.
2006 Has been -all in all- a rather good year. I feel like i've grown as a person, and -more importantly- like i've gotten my life back on track. I'm moving again. The fact that i now have a job might even suggest i'm moving forward.
I have some regrets too though, one of which is losing contact with 3 of my 'treasured sweethearts'.
Hmm ..Enough ranting for one journal.
Bye.
P.S.
Since my subscription ran out, the amount of unread/unreviewed deviations and journals has been steadily growing over my head. I cleared them all out today, so if you haven't recieved a message from me about something; it's not gonna happen anymore. Sorry. I needed a fresh start.